my gnosis quest

I'm searching for answers. I'm on a quest for perfection and for truth. For beauty. For sanity. For the light at the end of the tunnel. This is my struggle for knowledge and identity.

28.7.06

Movies

I saw Pirates Sunday with dad, My super-ex girlfriend with Miss Kitty on Tuesday, and The Devil wears Prada with my mom and Pullip last night. I saw 3 movies in one week! These things do not happen! All fairly entertaining too. I would buy Pirates and Devil (Devil for the shoes). Pirates is just entertaining and campy. Keira Knightly trying to act sexy is sad and pathetic. I want to go see The Ant Bully this weekend, to support Pullip, my sis-in-law, since she animated it. So, anyone reading this, you go see it too and add to the box-office value. She worked really hard. And it's by the same guy who did Antz, if you liked that.
I'm mostly okay I think.
I don't know.
::sigh::
Hanging out with Miss Kitty on Tuesday and spending the night was really fun. I got to see American Psycho, which Leprechaun and #3 both said they enjoyed. I like his gloves. It makes me wonder though, that both of my guy friends like that movie. They liked a movie that has horrible despicable graphic violence towards women being cut up into pieces by a guy who doesn't even give a shit.Um.....what does this say about guys my age and how they treat/view girls? There's a scene in the movie where the girl he actually does sort of like, his mistress? I guess, is trying to talk to him and he's just not paying any attention, and I feel like that was me and #2. Just not connecting when it came to telling each other how we *really* feel.
I don't know.
I see that character in a lot of guys I know, and I find it disturbing.
Girls aren't bodies to be fucked and discarded, toying with and chopped up emotionally for amusement.
I don't think they get that.
"pursuit" "game" "hunt" "chase" "playa" "doll" "baby" --just look at the language.
And if a girl plays on those rules she's a slut and a tease.
Right.
What bullshit.
I hate boys.

I still miss #2.

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